Hush, don't speak

When you spit your venom, keep it shut I hate it

When you hiss and preach
About your new messiah 'cause your theories catch fire

I can't find your silver lining
I don't mean to judge
But when you read your speech, it's tiring
Enough is enough

Sometimes when life is tough and you want to get out you have to be strong and find ways to cope with pain and abuse. I know this so well when in my real life I felt I was trapped and the lyrics of this song fit perfectly. 

(Songwriters: Al Hakam El Kaubaisy / Frobyisher Mbabazi / James John Napier / James Terence Murray / Jonathan Charles Coffer / Mustafa Armando Ibrahim Omer / Samuel Smith / Shahid Khan
La La La lyrics © Concord Music Publishing LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC)

Learn to LOVE yourself

I'm covering my ears like a kid
When your words mean nothing, I go la la la
I'm turning up the volume when you speak
'Cause if my heart can't stop it
I find a way to block it, I go
La la, la la la la la na na na na na

If our love is running out of time
I won't count the hours, rather be a coward
When our worlds collide
I'm gonna drown you out before I lose my mind.

If you are in an abusive relationship whether it is in real life or in second life there is help and you can get out of it. Reach out to someone you can trust. Enough is enough. I recently saw an email that was sent to me from an ex who fit this description of the abuser and still to this day tried to manipulate me by making me feel guilty for the suffering he endured. (I did not respond to the email, because a narcissist can only be handled with silence).