Monday, July 20, 2015

somewhere i have never traveled

I am so grateful for Zeek to be here when I need him the most. The last few weeks of the constant messages from my ex partner just took a hold on me and caused me nothing but grief and pain and anxiety.

Please Stop!!!

I really wanted it to end in a nice and calm way, but he just wouldn't stop and was trying to disrupt my happiness.

somewhere i have never traveled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot tough because they are too near
though i have closed myself as fingers,
your slightest look easily will unclose me
(touching skillfully,mysteriously)her first rose
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
or if your wish be to close me,i and
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
my life will shut very beautifully,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
compels me with the colour of its countries,
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

E.E. Cummings