Not sure I can understand the reason for any of this...
I can't find your silver lining ,I don't mean to judge; but when I read your speech, it's tiring enough is enough.
I'm covering my ears like a kid when your words mean nothing, I go la la la.
I'm turning up the volume when you speak 'cause if my heart can't stop it,
I find a way to block it. I find a way, I will find a way.