“I never knew until that moment ...

...how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had.”

Even at this moment when I was ready to tell you that I cannot tolerate what you consider just fun, you don't show up and are there. I think I was alone all along.

Getting through a breakup is as much a physical process as an emotional one. After a break up, people are at risk of suffering depression and anxiety, conditions which can bring on insomnia, and are also in turn made worse by a lack of sleep.

Remember that, and know that it will get easier. Keep going. You’ll get there.

'Cause here I am, I'm givin' all I can
But all you ever do is mess it up

but tonight is the night I am walking away.